The Many Seductive Faces of Suicide

CONTENT WARNING: SUICIDAL AND SUICIDAL IDEATION. LIKE SERIOUSLY, A LOT OF IT.

I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH, WE’RE GETTING INTO SOME SHIT TODAY

I have suicidal depression.

Who am I?

So… I think I’m Agender?

I’ve been thinking about Gender for a long time now, and how I relate to it. Up until recently I always consciously considered myself a Man. I mean, My entire body is strung up that way: I have a broad frame, I look weird without a beard, and I carry myself in…

A New Kind of Impostor Syndrome

That’s right, we’ve finally come full circle.

So in the gender conversation, I’m not really sure where I fit anymore. I’m technically trans, but calling myself that feels wrong. Trans typically evokes MtF or FtM, but that isn’t really me. I’m not…

Transient Madness

I’M BACK!

Took a bit of a hiatus there for a moment, depression hit an all-time low and I was forced out of my home by poverty, so… you know. That sucked.

Which is why this week we’re going to talk a bit about how migrating around the US can be a…

Hunger Panic

Mental health is a complicated topic, because mental health is so inherently fluid. Something you never would have thought could be an issue could creep up on you without warning, or things that you thought you had moved past could suddenly come back with a vengeance. Today I wanna talk a little about…

Eternal Mania

So I’ve been reading a lot lately.

And by a lot, I mean that I’ve spent up to 72 consecutive hours without sleep or food reading through manga and web novels (manga but words).

Multiple times.

Time to Myself

Content Warning: References to Suicide

In my roughly 30 years of life, I’ve never lived alone. The closest I’ve ever come was living in a little shack next to a house that had most of the utilities (a story for another time), but never completely alone. There have been a lot…

Revolution and You

How to help in trying times

So in case you didn’t notice, America is on fire. Protests are erupting around the country, with many of them turning violent as police struggle to even maintain a presence, much less contain or combat what’s happening…

Dear Winter, I’m Sorry

Before you read this, I encourage you to go listen to the song Dear Winter by AJR. Not just because it’s a good song, but because a lot of this post is going to reflect and mirror it (I mean hell, I’m even titling the article after it). Thanks for taking the time to go give it a listen!