Fat. So?

When you don’t trust yourself

You can’t do anything.

This is really the biggest lesson I have learned in (almost) 40 years.

I tend to come off as someone who is supremely confident — which I am about many things, but that confidence was earned with…

Stay silent no more

As I write this, I am emotionally, mentally and physically overwhelmed and don’t have enough containers to put my emotions in. Part of this is the exhausting pace I have kept up for the last month or so. Honestly, if I had known I would be slogging my ass off like this, I would have cherished…

Digging deep

It’s funny how we think that things that happened to us many years ago — the “distant” past — have become, by virtue of our having…

Reclaiming my big, fat dreams!

I am a dreamer, and I day dream… a lot. I would say, in fact, most of my waking moments that aren’t…

Resigning from adulthood

I would like to turn in my adult card please, thank you. Seriously. I am done! It’s one big racket! Don’t fall for it!

All your life, being an adult is seen as the ultimate goal. Grownups know what they’re doing, they have control of shit like the TV and…

Judge-y, Judge-y, Judgement

I am having a week (or is it a month or has it been a lifetime?) of feeling like I can’t make it, take it, do it, have it, be it. That there’s always something lurking just there in the shadows of my psyche, waiting to get at me and bring me down.

If you do not cut me, I will still bleed

It’s been a bit of a week! Things have been super busy — all in a good way — but just to fuck with me, I’ve had a migraine aura for most of it. I’ve had migraines most of my life. They were very bad when I was kid, and they got better for a long time, with…

Am I too fat for the vaccine to be effective?

I got the first dose of the vaccine ten days ago. I went with friends which was a real blessing. I have parking anxiety, hospital anxiety and needle anxiety and so being with them just made it really easy. Once we were done with the injections, we…