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Pallavi Nath
Jul 24, 2021

Clothes that fit both waist and budget!

In essence, I have only missed writing one blog post and yet it feels like ages! I had to take a break, post the emotional upheaval I mentioned here. I took a few days off with zero responsibility, then had to slowly wind my way back to being a functional…

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Ameya Nagarajan
Jul 4, 2021

When you don’t trust yourself

You can’t do anything.

This is really the biggest lesson I have learned in (almost) 40 years.

I tend to come off as someone who is supremely confident — which I am about many things, but that confidence was earned with…

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Pallavi Nath
Jun 26, 2021

Stay silent no more

As I write this, I am emotionally, mentally and physically overwhelmed and don’t have enough containers to put my emotions in. Part of this is the exhausting pace I have kept up for the last month or so. Honestly, if I had known I would be slogging my ass off like this, I would have cherished…

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Ameya Nagarajan
Jun 19, 2021

Digging deep

It’s funny how we think that things that happened to us many years ago — the “distant” past — have become, by virtue of our having…

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Pallavi Nath
Jun 12, 2021

Reclaiming my big, fat dreams!

I am a dreamer, and I day dream… a lot. I would say, in fact, most of my waking moments that aren’t…

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Ameya Nagarajan
Jun 5, 2021

Resigning from adulthood

I would like to turn in my adult card please, thank you. Seriously. I am done! It’s one big racket! Don’t fall for it!

All your life, being an adult is seen as the ultimate goal. Grownups know what they’re doing, they have control of shit like the TV and…

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Pallavi Nath
May 28, 2021

Judge-y, Judge-y, Judgement

I am having a week (or is it a month or has it been a lifetime?) of feeling like I can’t make it, take it, do it, have it, be it. That there’s always something lurking just there in the shadows of my psyche, waiting to get at me and bring me down.

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Ameya Nagarajan
May 22, 2021

If you do not cut me, I will still bleed

It’s been a bit of a week! Things have been super busy — all in a good way — but just to fuck with me, I’ve had a migraine aura for most of it. I’ve had migraines most of my life. They were very bad when I was kid, and they got better for a long time, with…

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Pallavi Nath
May 15, 2021

Am I too fat for the vaccine to be effective?

I got the first dose of the vaccine ten days ago. I went with friends which was a real blessing. I have parking anxiety, hospital anxiety and needle anxiety and so being with them just made it really easy. Once we were done with the injections, we…

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Ameya Nagarajan
May 8, 2021

Meet the kittehs

I’m struggling to find blog inspiration today, so I thought that, now that Pallavi and I are in the same house and the beasties…

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