The traumas of my childhood, part 1

Yesterday I was filled with so much rage I didn’t know what to do with it. I thought I should immediately start blogging about it, but instead I took a shower and laid down and cried. Also before that, in the car, I screamed something — can’t remember what — and as I…

I’m sorry I fuck up your Christianity, fam

I went to bed angry and I had angry dreams. I dreamed about the woman my dad has his 2nd affair with, who was my mom’s best friend, and who was generally really, really immature. Let’s call her V. Anyway I dreamed I was at a party and listening to a…

The traumas of my childhood, part 2

I saw my psychiatrist on Monday and was telling him the stuff I’d written about my dad in the last post. I was talking about how it was so frustrating how my experiences got gaslighted by people claiming my father was an amazing man, and how even my mother rarely…

Food, smog and claustrophobia

Episode 6

Getting there

Episode 5

Several of the people who are reading this are referred through my social media channel, and…

The crisis of my living situation

Episode 4

Things I need to know about my mom

A few months ago I asked my mom how it was that I CLEP’d out of a year of college. I’ve talked to her about this before so I’m not sure why I did again, but her response was interesting nonetheless.

And don’t forget to give me back my black T-shirt

Leaving: the better half

Episode 16

Day tripper

Episode 9

My guilt about Cano in the last post looks dramatic. He thought I had a crush on him? Really…