jason’s nothing in particular

08/20/2018

I’m waging all-out war on myself today, and it’s not going to be pretty.

I eat too much, and I’ve written this same blog post dozens of times, so forgive me for my lack of enthusiasm. I still feel stupid calling what I deal with on a daily basis an actual eating disorder, but…

06/19/2018

I haven’t written a lot lately. I honestly haven’t had much to say. I don’t have much to say today either, but I’m trying to write something for the simple sake of writing something. I think I love to write, and I’ve told you guys (and myself) that I love to write many times over the years, but I’m not sure…

04/10/2018

There are hard questions that we have to ask ourselves, and we usually know the answers to them long before we end up asking them. Even so, we often find ourselves looking for other people’s answers to those same questions. How to be happy. How to be content. How to battle anxiety. How to tame clutter. Sure…

04/09/2018

Yeah, semi-daily isn’t really working so far, but that’s okay. I’m here now, and I have something on my mind.

Minimalism.

It’s not inspired by an article I read, or a podcast I listened to, or anything else. I can just feel it somewhere deep inside myself…

01/18/2018

I’ve been beating myself up for the past year or so for not writing very much, and for feeling like I no longer have a voice, and yesterday I realized why this is happening.

Most of my writing over the past few years has been fueled by hurt and anger, and I’m just not wallowing in…

01/17/2018

Mood swings. I have them. I don’t like them. I don’t understand them. I wish they would go away, but they don’t seem to be designed that way.

I can move from happy to sad to mellow to angry with the push of one single button, and I don’t know how to level myself out. I don’t know…

01/11/2018

Like I said before, 100 days isn’t that many.

Especially if I can get started.

I need to eat a healthier diet. I am wading through some serious mental wilderness lately, and I’m tired of it. I also know that the food I eat affects my mental health in some…

01/09/2018

100 days.

That’s not that many.

01/08/2018

I haven’t posted anything on here since last year. I was going to post something every single day, and I didn’t even last a week. That’s basically how I operate at this point, so I should really stop beating myself up for it.