alina
i know her so well
it hurts
i call g-ds
jewish g-ds
christ g-ds
any g-ds for that matter
but she is silent
she doesnt respond
she doesnt care where i am
or what i do
however
i checked her once
fine — twice
she still draws pics of me
naming it with imaginary names
but i know its me
because its me
it looks like me…