Hello friends. It’s been a minute.
And it will need to wait
A
Few more
As I process what happened to me
I know I will miss you when you pass
And that I will curse myself for not seeing you more
But even that can’t overcome my inability to be
Anything other than non caring
Every time I cycle
Through trust completely
And wondering if you
Will go away like you said
The last 5 times we broke up