Here I am. Still fat after all these years.

A 100 day challenge. Day one.

Eat, Eat, Eat, Pray, Love.

With Apologies to Elizabeth Gilbert, Day 1 of MyFitnessPal

60 Months to the World

At 508 pounds, I can barely wander from my couch. I want to wander the world.

Maybe Failure Doesn’t Mean it’s Over

I’m not going to run an Ironman when I’m 48.

60 Months to Ironman, Rebooted

This is the part where I usually quit. I’m doing this instead.

“I’m always skinny in my dreams.”

When you don’t fit into your body, and your body doesn’t fit into the world.

When You’re Running Out of Time (And Not Running Anywhere)

Day Two of MyFitnessPal

Self-hate is a snake that bites in the dark.

Right in the ass when you least expect it.

Thoughts on Pain and Fatness

My back hurts.

The Anatomy of a Really Good Day

Three years into a five year plan . . .