Here’s to the crazy ones. The…
Knock it off. Valentine’s Day?! Yes, a hallmark in American folklore, but jeez does it give a girl a real life frowny face.
There are times I feel so uninspired to breathe, and I question what it feels like to be happy, truly happy. I…
I don’t love you with my eyes. They’re too weak, and weary. They’ve watched too much. Followed too many. They are stained, and…
Last night I had this crazy to replicate NPM’s CouchDB database to Riak. There are a couple of blog posts on the internet how to do continuous replication between two CouchDB…
Now this is a risky post.
Some people might be offended. Some might think I suck. And some might even send me hate-mail.
Paranoia, delusions, and just fucking exasperated and exhausted. I never quite grew up. I’m an unworldly child, overwhelmed by the tasty sugar high — but unknowing as to when the crash will occur. The sugar is bittersweet; the…
Didn’t used to care if a guy was shorter than me. But it sure as hell bothered the dudes.
The corners of my mouth slightly turn upward as I hear a familiar beat. “Is this…? YES, this is MY JAM.”
In an instant, thousands on thousands of memories flood my head. Where I was the first time I heard that song, who I was with…
Growing up I remember being told over and over (both directly and indirectly) that emotions were bad and not to be…
It’s 2:34 AM on the morning after Valentine’s Day.
I get easily frustrated with myself when I can’t do something that, as I see it, everyone else can do. One of the most common sources of frustration is my difficulty with programming. I had a moment last week which I want to mark. I think it was important.
Emotion is like a spring, tensing and building and waiting for a release. Even though time tends to erase the residual pain from days of a distant past, it sits forever in a collected subconscious, waiting for a release from repression.
Sympathy was a tactic I’ve used before to get girls, but it was actually kind of sad because then you’re playing on the emotions of women instead of trying to attract them naturally. It’s so difficult admitting to this because on a deep level, that word pathetic can be applied here, and I would be denial…
