It all started in May 2015 when I realized that the life I was living wasn’t for me anymore. I wanted to quit my job on September, but finally postponed until November 30th.
BY NICOLE CAYER
Can you shed all of those layers you have been accumulating like armor to protect yourself?
Today is a day I feel lonely.
Sure, I’m still talking to the people I love. But it doesn’t feel like they have answers either. They try, they do. But they don’t have answers that comfort me. Or maybe it’s just me overthinking…
I am always fascinated by blind spots while driving. I steadily watch a car draw nearer in the rear mirror, then see it in my…
I have almost finished reading Dostoyevsky’s Devils. A key chapter is omitted from the main text and placed in the appendix because it was originally excluded from the serialisation due to sensibilities at the time.
Sometimes when I paint, I have a plan. I may even do a sketch in colored pencils so when I…
It’s something that I do in nearly every city that I visit.
You know when you feel it from the inside of your bones, the marrow pulsates, wanting to break free of what now seems to be it’s prison because of it?
Almost like it’s from another dimension.
Today is the first day since August 7th I didn’t think about writing during my day.
I almost forgot, and not very proud of it.
I have a lot of stuff to do in a short amount of time. I squeezed in everything I could and I remembered: “WRITE”.
Waking up early simply to watch the sunrise — this morning, a dark and sad blue with a burnt orange that faded into the light of day. Going back to sleep even though the sun is shining through the window and you can hear the post-Church crowds a few blocks down stirring in the streets, hungry…