To be honest, I am not sure how I want to write this. Maybe that is the point about 2018, a year when I discovered I am no…
I’ve been running consecutively for 29 days now. I have been trying to run on-off for more than a decade, and this is the first time it has gotten some legs. My previous streak was just 4 days, so this feels like a quantum leap for me.
For most of my life I have been afraid of conflict. I didn’t really understand why and I thought it was part of my nature.I accepted it and didn’t seek to change it. Because of this fear, for a lengthy part of my life I lost…
I have been running consecutively for seven days now. There’s a whole lot of reasons why I am doing it — which I will probably document in an essay later — but mainly I got tired of feeling tired, and I got to a point when I was willing to try…
This post was posted as a Patreon update but it turned into a deeper reflection, so I am posting cross-posting here to share:
Without really knowing it, months have passed since my last update. It seemed like yesterday that 2018 had just begun. I apologise for not having…
I write a pair of these every year. I learned last year that a large source of my suffering comes from the the disconnect between what reality was and what I expect it to be. Because I kept expecting my reality to be something else, somewhere else, I think apart from the suffering itself, I had missed the…
I spent most of 2017 being sick and doing what I would describe as writing an operating manual to myself. I kept mis-operating myself, so I kept being sick. I didn’t remember it until today, but for 2017’s new year post I wrote:
In 2017, I just want to have…