Day 20: I don’t worry enough
I don’t think negative thoughts
I’m high on the clouds thinking about my bf 2400 km away from me
And picturing how we are gonna meet and hug and kiss
I don’t worry that we won’t meet
Or that we don’t stand a chance
Or that we can’t make our long-distance work
Even with all the questions, conveniently posed by my English friend yesterday about our relationship
Even after that, after all the doubt and craziness going on in my head
I don’t worry enough
Time will show, time will put all the stops where they need to be
That’s what I think
That’s my motto
I don’t worry about money
Even though all I have is barely 300 euros.
I don’t worry I’m not gonna make my dreams come true
Cause somehow I believe in this project
I believe in this book
I believe it is gonna be on the bookshelves in no time
I believe I’m gonna fly over to Zurich (presumably from Dubai), take him out for a stroll, walk to my favourite English bookstore near Bahnhofstrasse and show him my blue (blue-ish coverart? don’t know yet) book.
and …..tam pam pam
by Nataliia Totka
on the bottom
best-seller
about love
about us
and the story I had to tell
I don’t worry that this whole thing won’t happen
Because it will
I’ll make it happen
I’ll make myself happen
Cause there’s nothing else I want more.
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Previously
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Thank you for reading,
xo
N@t